Currently Watching Blades of Glory By Will Ferrell, Jon Heder, Will Arnett, Amy Poehler, Jenna Fischer, William Fichtner, Craig T. Nelson, Romany Malco, Nick Swardson, Greg Lindsay, Griffin Armstorff, Dorothy Hamill, Gregory Stone, Sam Gipson, Ben Wilson, Tiffany Scott (III), Fiona Gubelmann, Stephanie Courtney, Lindsay Clift, Michelle Fabiano see related

you absoluetly have to see BLADES OF GLORY it's freakin hilarious!

I wasnt even a Will Ferrel or Napolean Dynamite fan

BUT I SAW IT OPENING NIGHT AND IT WAS SO WORTH IT!!!!!

being sick bites!

but omg! best sleep in the longest time, this morning!
cant remember the last time it was that good
and i cant believe my mom actually allowed it!
i'm so proud of her :D

Pena Ajena f'realz

ewww especially when I see stupid hormonal teenagers making out in the dark crevices of SCHOOL!
Honestly! People! Do that shit somewhere else!

Anyways, Tuesday=the worst day ever
and I usually dont nag like this..
but seriously, the starving kids in Africa had nothing on me!!!
My day was the worst!
[obvious sarcasm, if you didnt get that]

SATs this saturday, ya'll
I know I'm not going to do that well..
or as well as I am determined to do in May!
GOD WILLING

Speaking of God, I find it extremely ironic that we're reading Don Manuel, maritir
in Spanish Lit
When I feel as if I'm going through the same problems as him
minus the being a priest and letting people be ignorant and blissful part.

Lastly, my SAT2 results came YESTERDAY
and...i took them in NOVEMBER!
Yeah, COLLEGEBOARD "misplaced" my scores.
But magically found them, after I called a billion times, had my counselors call them a billion times, and left a billion message :)
I'm just glad that they did.
And sith happens ;]
I'm just glad I'm not a senior

Lastly Pt. 2, I'm scared for senior year!

JEEPERS!

Dammit! I hope Winter Formal isn't the last dance of the year, other than prom!
I wanna party with my seniors for the last time!
But BOOO i cant go :(

ambivalence.

I already know a few too many people my age who would normally be in high school, experiencing Winter Formal, Homecoming games, Pep rallies, AP exams, and graduation; however they are missing out because of the unnatural pressures coerced onto all high school students  at one time or another. And I dont mean, not being able to get their nails done and finding a dress for prom so you can't go, but the entire kaboom! Instead of staying in high school, they "drop out" and start attending community colleges to get a head start on their GEDs so that the competition will be less fierce [for them] when the applications to their [and almost all other high school students'] top universities come along. This makes me wonder, should I be doing the same? Is this really a better alternative? And if so, are my parents restraining me from doing the right thing? And even if let's say in some parallel universe my parents abide to this decision, is this considered cheating...? I know that I would be pissed off up the ass if I found out that I worked my ass off studying for SATs and AP exams to see that a previous collegue of mine didn't take the SATs or any AP exams but instead transerred to GCC and then transfered to USC a year earlier [than others] and in the process save thousands of dollars! Because everyone knows it's much easier to transfer from a CC to your dream college than going directly out of high school.  So all in all, the question that I toil with is: Is this really the best resolution?

GAH! I'm probably just asking that question because I'm scared just like the kids I know who transferred. I wish I could just accept what happened in the past and move on, but for some reason I just can't. I just keep putting myself down and expecting the worst that could possibly happen...because then I'll never be disappointed.